Tendering Feet Mask Review + Thoughts on why we buy things despite it not working

First impression of the milk and bamboo vinegar peeling mask was the foot baggy thing was all wet and I thought it burst in the main or something. The foot sock thing was a little small for my feet (size 40.5) but it was able to get in. 

I actually did it on a whim because my foot felt really dry and itchy (I somehow thought it would moisturise it).

The gel inside smelled a little like milk candy and so I wore it. It was very cooling and I realized it was quite a big mess because it was literally a mask on the floor.

I Googled to find YouTube tutorials stating you were supposed to soak your feet in warm water for 5 minutes before and then cover your foot with a plastic and then a sock over it. I let it chill for a bit with my feet hanging off the bed until I had to pee. I found some random plastic bags and put it over my foot.

Caution: it was VERY slippery so I suggest to have everything ready first instead of how I did it. Also, the shedding starts a couple of days after so if there's any events that required your open toed shoes, it would be best to do the peel 2 weeks beforehand.

After putting the plastic bag and bedroom slippers over it, it was quite warm inside. For a moment, I thought I felt some tingling sensation but it might just be me overthinking.

After 1.5 hours, one of the baggy tried up like how a mask dries up. When I took my feet out it felt pretty moisturized. I washed the gel off and of course, be careful while doing so because it is very slippery. 

And after 3 days, there wasn't any peeling on my foot, so either 

1. It was not a real foot peeling mask 

2. My mask dried up 

3. I need to use at least a few masks to get an effect 

But I guess it did its job, for a mere 3 bucks, it wasn't much, but it gave me some time to let myself rest and allowed me to try something new. I recently learned about the psychology of why we buy things. It's mainly to have a shift in our emotions, so to bring us some sort of instant happiness.

At one point, the speaker showed us a picture of the human emotions scale, of how we'd want to move from the lower scale to the higher ones. But he didn't talk about the highest scale, 

Serenity of Being. He only focused about us being contented and happy after buying stuff, but it feels like people nowadays don't really care about being at the top of the frequency. 

Aren't we humans funny?

We search for happiness all our life, looking everywhere BUT the obvious truth.

A review for the iPhone Ads I've been seeing

I remember the first ads I saw, it said xxx (a typical Malaysian name) has switched to iPhone. I didn't think much of it, just that the ads seems to be made a bit childish.

And then the ads kept showing up on my feed!! With different people's Animojis with the reason why they made the switch to iPhone.

I'm sorry but what the heck? Who did the marketing for this time's ads?! As a person who isn't using iPhone, it honestly had deterred me from wanting to switch to it ever LOL

One thing about Apple is that it's supposed to be an innovative and luxurious brand. That was how Steve Jobs made it, anyway. But now.... It feels a little too desperate to me, trying to follow trends a few years too late and so. I mean, even their video on YouTube had the comments disabled. Maybe that's not a big deal but anyhow, Apple, I just wanna say that it's not working. + showing me the same ads everyday in a row is making it worse. Thank you.

Here's a link for the YouTube ad I saw. Tell me what you think :s

P/S: the said video has been released a week ago with 99, 233 views, 

715 likes and 882 dislikes :s

Review of Community the TV show (6 seasons) SPOILER: the shows reviews itself in the last episode

I finished six seasons of community. Prob one of the shows that didn't make my cry but I still finished it from ep 1-the last. The writing reminded me a lot of myself bc I always guessed what was going to happen except the really random ones. But in the last ep, I'm P sure he creator already wrote a summary and review for himself.. Haha. That show is just the stream of thought that was his and I'm glad I had the company of Community during my lockdown. I liked the inside jokes and everything and it did inspire me more to be a scriptwriter. But what the future bring, what do I know? #andamovie

The Sailor by Rich Brian Review (A little sordid but I liked it in the end.)

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A Review-ish on Self Portrait by Sasha Sloan

I stumbled upon "Too Sad To Cry" from the Spotify playlist, "Life Sucks". Lol.

I guess I was feeling pretty bad and wanted to cry instead of keeping all my emotions cooped up inside. This isn't gonna be a critical review but more of an emotional one. The lyrics really spoke to me because I was feeling distant from God because of my sins. I didn't really know what to do with them. Although the song wasn't exactly my life because I don't see a therapist, it does feel like that.
Here are the lyrics copied from Google.

Wasn't raised religiousBut I wish that I wasHavin' nothin' to believe inHas been killin' my buzz

I was raised religious, but I didn't really believe in it too much before, but yeah it would be easier if I was very religious and perfect, but I guess life isn't all that easy.

Yeah, I cut my hair, close the blindsPlay Hallelujah like two dozen timesAnd yesterday, I tried to prayBut I didn't know what to say

It does feel like I'm distant from God the more I sin, because it's true. When I consciously do the things I know will end up with me in hell, it does feel depressive as hell. And when you sin, you just don't know what to say to God, even if you need Him. The relationship becomes severed in a sense, like a stranger.

I'm too sad to cry, too high to get upDon't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck upDon't like to talk, I just lay in my bedDon't even try to go out with my friendsLied to my doctor, she knew I was fakin'Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take 'emI try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry

Well, I don't do weed regularly so I'm not high in the sense but I do think that I'm addicted to a different thing. I've been playing Blockudoku even when I'm tired or don't feel like playing. It's a sort of addiction just because it's habitual and I feel just like what she sings, that I can't control my own actions anymore. Depression just makes me want to lay in my bed forever.

Songwriters: Shane Mcanally / Henry Allen

I guess that's all... I tried to search for the songwriters to see if they have any other songs because of how much I related to the lyrics, but I couldn't find any. So I just played blockudoku while i cry as i lay on my bed.

The second song I cried to was surprise surprise, "Thank God".

It was about her being grateful to God for creating hell because she thinks it's where she deserves to be and can "be herself". I felt that too. I've been joking about going to hell because of my sins but it's only a joke because "it's only funny because it's true." well not really funny, I do feel depressive as hell because of that. I mostly cried because someone finally agreed and confirmed that yes, mortal sin will in fact put you in hell. An eternal fire of damnation, not just  a jokey joke that you say now. I guess being depressive as hell means what it means. Probably ten times worse.

For the rest of the songs, I didn't really like them so much, perhaps a 5/10?
I don't really know how to rate things, either I like it or I don't. I could see how it links up, I guess, with a sad song about overthinking,

"Thoughts",

and then

"Thank God", a realization that she'll end up in hell, an acceptance of a sort,

"Keep On", which was a more motivational song after accepting that we'll all end up in hell, perhaps to party on or something.

Then

"Dancing With Your Ghost", perhaps a previously written song because it doesn't go as well with the rest,

"at least i look cool" to continue glorifying partying on after being sad about exes for a quick 3 minutes. i also remembered the first time i was recommended this song on youtube, didn't like it too much, just vapid lyrics about our current generation.

"Too Sad To Cry", as described above,

then finally

"smiling when i die", to "finish off the song" per se. I didn't focus too much on the last song, it was alright I guess. the typical "i wanna die" teen mindset.

So that's my review for the 22 mins and 34 seconds album released in October 2019.

The problem with The Sinner (Netflix, 2018)

I started watching episode 1 from recommendations and it honestly, it was a hard one to sit through. The overacting, displaced storyline just couldn't pull me in. They should've started from the parents killed and slowly reveal the reason and how he did it instead of starting like their episode did. It was boring to sit through with filler shots.

But of course, this is just a premature review so I might be wrong about things :) Comment below and tell me what you think if you liked the show!

The Lost Thing and Cicada by Shaun Tan

I was supposed to edit videos because I've found that routine increasingly bogs me down lower and lower. When I was in Melbourne, I went into a bookshop and saw The Red Tree by Shaun Tan. Even though it's been almost two years, I still think about it from time to time. Today was one of those days. The graphics in the books and the short captions that say the most had left an imprint on me. I suppose I regret a little bit not getting it that time, but at least I took a picture of the cover to remember it by. However, I have to admit, RM 50 for a picture book is pretty pricey for a student like me, but I wonder if I thought about it so much, does it mean I should really have it?

Anyways, I looked Shaun Tan up to see his other books. So far, I watched the trailer for Cicada and The Lost Thing.

Gosh, tell me you didn't like it!! cus u can't.

"No sick day. No mistake."
This quote hit too close to home...

If you looked at the comment section, most of the school kids are commenting that they were shown this video for school. It's just a really ironic picture to me because I was an adult, halfway across the world (ok maybe I exaggerate because Malaysia is close compared to Australia) looking for the video. And the video rang true, yet again, with the kids being shown the video without grasping the full knowledge of it because perhaps they were too young to understand it or because they haven't gone through that dreaded path in life when you have to decide to give up your childhood dreams. :(
The lost thing inside all of us.

Midnight Gospel Review After Two Episodes

It’s the “last” week of MCO right now. Monday, 5.24pm. I just finished my Texas chicken and the second episode of Midnight Gospel. I suppose, two things that weren’t really what I expected to be doing at this moment? This was the second time we sneaked Texas chicken into my body, and the third time for fried chicken this lockdown. It’s funny and sad I guess, because why should we be hiding ourselves? Anyways, I didn’t think I’d like Midnight Gospel from the first episode. As I said, they rambled on and on for a long time and perhaps my bar was raised because it was Pendleton Ward! But as I continued where I last watched, my guards were down, and my eyes were slightly distracted. The colourful cartoons didn’t seem to bother me so much anymore. I guess it’s kinda like watching Adventure Time for the first time? Their off key music was different and caught me off guard but after a while it sort of grew on me, because of how itself it was. Then I realised that was what Midnight Gospel was, too. It was like those commentary videos with a random gameplay on YouTube. Although the vision and the hearing was separated, it might be off at first, but then you sort of got used to it. It had music, a pattern, a story. It was good enough.                                                                    

hello hi the other day i "promoted" myself on the rookiemag comment section lmao but i think it didn't work?? because i think the readers on my blogs are just ghost readers... oh well i think no one is gonna read my blog anyways lol

today i'm gonna blog about.............AZN MODELS!!! woo yeah!!!

also blogging is supposed to be about yourself right?? haha but my life is pretty boring ( i hope only for now) and i know people say like "oh u make ur life" but whatevs

the two more internet famous ones are kiko mizuhara and soo joo recently i think??

i remember seeing soo joo on urban outfitters a long time ago and thought she was pretty and emailed urban outfitters who she was. they never replied

idk they just look really nice. i like their hair!!

look at her in extra large!!! x means extra right?? and this was what i meant in my last post. about the rings!!
she rocks those dark roots like no one else!!! lol i also like the blonde hair dark eyebrows thing going on. super hip.

this is kiko mizuhara

this is taken from her instagram i think. look at that hair!!! they're also super hip!! and look at her cute tiny nails!!! she would've easily pulled off the black nails/ glittery nails. also i've painted my tiny toenails black which had chipped so much 


look at these models! gorgeous with good fashion taste.

no collage today soz. bye noobz!! (i'm sorry if ure offended when i called u a noob. if u are i take it back)

again an instrumental lmao pretty lame (it's from it's kind of a funny story) it's a piano cover of the pixies so ya 

hello hello hi hey wassup yo

today i bring u 3 exciting things

see how i bolded exciting aw shit

1. a new tv show hurray!!
 ......... Orange Is the New Black!!!!!
    speaking of orange is the new black, i tried painting my nails black for the 2nd time (i think) and i think i will stop because this isn't working for me :-( i just look like a fuckin emo (no offence emos but i wasn't trying to reach that look) lol those kids with cute tiny bitten off nails totally rock them tho u guys look um.. grungy? good for u!!! now i'm just tryna rock that glitter nail... nail as in one nail because i literally just painted my left ring finger only. it's not that i don't like it, just nail polishes feel weird on my nails lol like heavy and i don't rly like it... plus when i dig my boogies they smell (tmi hehe pls dont leave) oh and i meant by those transparent glitter nail polish :-)

omg guys trust me i'm not 12 even though i type like one!!!! it's just that it feels better typing like that, not all formal, like eating ice cream

2.  here is a collage!!!! again... yep.

3.  accessories that look nice i think

         .......... stackable rings!!! lol i mean like the thin ones that are cheap and like wow man i want them! just put them all oVER ur fingers they look so cute lol... like chokers for your nails! ... just go on ebay and type thin rings, they're easy to find.
ok bye!!!!


finally a song of the post!!! xxxxxxxxxx(my kisses on cheeks for u guys because u read my blog, on lips if you're cute hehe)

 

7th of JULy yo or julyO idk

yo yo yo ding dongzz
i made a poopy collage

also blogger is being poopy

here is the "something i want"
 (bcus i dont rly listen to music ok bye) can u recommend pls

wow 2 posts in a day!!! lol
here's another lame ass collage

here it is in extra large!!!

here's a song 

i kinda want these shoes. if you like my blog and want to send me them it's coo

my blog sux

yo lol 2 people read my blog and didn't coMMENT WHAT DID I FUCKIN TOLD U TO DO.
anyways... don't know what to talk about, so i guess TV shows? i don't really watch tv, i just watch it on the internet.

My top TV shows (in no particular order because some of them I watched a long time ago):

1. The Inbetweeners
Thoughts: As a shallow person, I like watching pretty people. However, in this show everyone is ugly. but they kinda grow on you ya'know. Just a bunch of nerds making sex jokes etc. idk it was funny imo even though I can't really understand what they're saying sometimes because of their accents.

2. Adventure Time
Thoughts: As a perverted teen, even though the show is for kids, they do put hidden dirty jokes in them lol so they're pretty funny. I'm mentally still a child according to everyone so I think everybody will like this show (obvi as LSP says it bcuz everyone's still a child at heart. unless you're dead). If you're not too keen on dirty jokes just don't think too much into it when you watch it. A good family fun time show.

3. Malcolm In The Middle
Thoughts: fuckin americans talk so fast. a lot of nerd talk, some are funny, i fell for both malcolm and reese, if you know this show then you'll know i don't have a type. I kinda fell for malcolm first but then he becomes an asshole and reese's pretty nice then. i hope this isn't a spoiler. spoiler alert? lol whatevr for me season 1 was gr8, then it kinda deteriorate, but got better at the end of season 5 (queue falling for reese). at first i was so sad that i almost finished the show but it's like whatever you know lol cause they're not real. also malcolm got uglier by the season wtf, he was such a cute kid. also i'm not a huge romance fan but i'm still a girl so some episodes made me cry ok

4. Bob's Burgers
Thoughts: new funky fresh haha idk what im talking about. it's really funny tho i kinda hated louise at first but she just keeps getting better. A lot of blunt jokes which i love. ya idk what else to say yep.

extraz: Freaks and Geeks isn't one of my favourites but i think i kinda enjoyed watching it? idk lol it's like an internet favourite tho so i kinda tried to watch it but i don't really remember much of it except the FUNNIEST JOKE BILL MADE omfg. sometimes i like the show just because i feel like i have to like it? idk how to explain it, but yea i like shows that makes me laugh. i guess i kinda like popular shows like himym, new girl, simpsons, regular show etc (idk lots more tho) but i cant be bothered to talk about those because.

so yeh yeh yeh mans watch them if you wannaaaaaaa

p/s: i watched the pilot of futurama and it was gr8 so maybe i'll watch more of it after i finish my shows.
here is an unrelated collage (a pretty rubbish one as usual soz)

 ugh these two ones on my blog are horrid i have two more from facebook they're 53% better!!! if u wanna see them comment bye!!!!!!11 i drafted this post last night when it was better omfg why did i do that i just made the collage now ughh 

huh

I've just signed into my blogspot after a few months and I saw 9 page views? what. I've never shown my blog to anyone so idk if the 9 views are all me? Again, I've logged into my old (not that old) polyvore and started using it too and my sets have views???? wat man. how do people find stuff on the internet?????? I'm sorry if the way I "blog" seems weird. I can't really write what I feel down. I'm also really bad at explaining stuff. Anyways, I think what I want to say in this post is the fashion I've been liking that not a lot of people had talked about? lol 

This one is kinda like the movie "Lolita". I have watched like a bit of it but didn't manage to finish it oops, but I like her outfits. I watched both versions I think there's 2? I'm talking about the coloured one tho. Her outfits are kinda child-like and I like them? lol it's rly hard to capitalise every letter after every punctuations.

Topshop// Banana Leaf Top and Shorts

Etsy// Stylecamp (she has a lot of these with different colours and cuttings, rly nice)

Cynthia Rowley// Hi-Waisted Two Piece (technically a swimsuit but whatevs)

Motel// Sequin Top and Bottom (the full collection)

Asos// Freak of Nature Top and Skirt

Nasty Gal// Sun Daze Top and Sun Fire Skirt

Other ones which I cannot find links but are adorbs

and these links: a, b, and c

I think I like these outfits because of the ring of skin you get in the middle? lol i think it looks nice especially if you can see the line that goes down your stomach. classier than the navel (i think)

picture courtesy of weheartit lol

song of the day: 

omfg i get sidetracked so easily and pls forgive me for all the "?" i'm just a very confused teenager livin in the big world, also if ure u human tht actually reads my blog can u comment so i know ure real thx. also blogging is rly hard wow bloggers u guys r talented. i've actually put effort in this wow like this is so hard you have no idea. btw this post is related to Suburgatory: Sweet Sixteen. 

So another blog again huh. Well this blog (hopefully) shall remain anonymous because I got inspired by a book and thought of creating another blog. Also listening to really nice instrumental music and being late at night, my brain starts to be queer. or something. I would've chose making a youtube and filming myself, but I'm a pussy so